I didnt go shopping... but i was at dinesh shop..at paya laber... the bazzar for the hari raya i guess.. I was so nervous... i really thought i wont be able to sell anything but i did... yea!!
only a dress la.... i hope tat 1 day I can bring my frens there... n omg... the ppl around dinesh shop are so friendly... they really helped me alot... they asked me to come back soon .. I hope to c them soon too...

Hehe as 4 yesterday's slp over ... it was great...i juz wish that ain n titi wld b there.. i will upload the pic soon.. when i am less tired... now i am so so tired...n my stomach hurts like hell...i cant slp!!!

Omg this was so last min... from just watching movie... it became a slp over..
than now... to a confession session.... i am updating my post.... while nisha and idayu are listening to "maditating song"... boom boom pow... was super calming song la.... hehe
when i get back home i shall post the pic of their crazy moment.....god help me!!! these ppl are nuts...
u have no idea wat i am going through right now.... kk .. bye bye... c ya gonna watch horror movie wif these crazy gal...

I more day wif my classmates...
errr... i gonna miss every single1 of u ...
n yes i mean it...every single 1 k ..

btw sorry for not posting so long... not as though i have so many ppl viewing or wat
but i just had a lot of things happening recently...

1 more day also means 1 more day to the end of exams
n 1 more day to enjoy wif my 4 angels..
ya speaking of angels.. it was our 5 mths anniversary
crazy right... hehe we were sending anniversary msges to each other...
cute la...

k k ...have to get ready n go 4 exam ... bye..

I had ear infection yesterday.. bcoz of my cough it somehow it got to the ear. Wow, it was so painful.. I had to wait about 30 mins to c the doc, omg the pain was excruciating..
Today I am feeling better, at my grandmothers place, everyone was so gloomy again... everyone cannot concentrate on anything... exams are coming.. i don’t know what to do ..

I love my grandma.. I love her so much... as for my cousins .. we have to be srong for our parents its gonna be harder for them than for us.. as a family we have to stick together now ..more than ever..

Firstly.. congrats to dinesh to passing is practical.. he really have been trying so hard to pass.. so happy for him... miss him a lot too.. hehe n also good luck in getting in getting gal no tmr...

On the other hand, I did not go out wif my frens today..i mean even if I go.. my heart will be elsewhere .. my family is telling me to tell my grandma..everything will be ok and that i can let go.. but the truth is i cannot .. she brought me up well and cared for me better than my mother could have ever done..i bet everyone in my family wld be feeling like tat right now..

As for my family, everyone is so worried if the family will come together after this, i feel as long as vilasini attai is here we all will come... n as long as we keep our traditions and continue to have events we will always always still come together.... i love my family.. they mean a lot to me... every single member in my family has really done so much for me.. i am so grateful to god for giving me such a family..
Hari attai happy 43th bday...

i nvr go sch today.... having fever...n caughing badly too
but i really miss my frens a lot...
hopefully i can go back to sch tmr..
my dad keep nagging at me. juz becoz i nvr go c the doc..

omg.. by the end of next tue... i wont be in the same class wif u guys anymore..
i am so so so so so so so gonna miss u guys...
titi... hope u get well too... love u guys so much ... c ya tmr.. hopefully la

omg... i had so much of fun during NDP...
n btw nisha u looked so pretty yesterday..
the party was fun too.... screaming out loud like
crazy gals... running ard the stage... lots of fun..
n i am glad i was wif u gals..
looking forward to the tea party ..
n study hard gals.... UT coming..
we have to graduate together rem..

sat i stayed at nisha's place... hehe
me...idayu n nisha... had so much of fun baking cupcakes 4 all the ndp motivators..
we baked abt 163 cupcakes...
at nite ..we played this conversation starter thing..
so memorable... later juz fell asleep alredi...

too much of things happened to write it all out...

last yr..

I am wearing a new look from today onwards... N its called ME!!!
hehe i talked to taha yesterday nite after so long...N he was right.
I am egoistic to other guys except for dinesh..
I wanna have my confidence back, not juz to other guys but towards dinesh.. also .
I don’t want to be weak for a guy.. so not worth it .. so ya.. New look.. New me ppl..

Yesterday's train ride was fun.. i love the topic... n the free show..
hehe.. from woodlands to orchard than to tempanise than back home..
wow long sia...

Yea..i won't have any more money untill the 20th ..but i am ok..
as long as i get the everlast shirt..

n also... i decided i only want dinesh ..ya..i cannot treat any guys like the way i treated him..
He made me realise a lot of things and i dont want to lose a treasure like him.
hehe and I am happy ...I am super super happy... I know what i want

u know he asked me once... what is my Definition of beautifull
n i said some1 who can look gd wifout make up and have a gd heart
n he said... juz like u ah ..
i was like ya right.
now i wanna say thank u so much .
i really miss him ...

wow..i am really in love... i hope he feels the same way still...

I WAS LATE FOR THE FIRST TIME
N I BOUGHT CIGGARETES FOR THE FIRST TIME..
(however i was so blur untill the shop aunty asked me if i really smoked)
btw i dont smoke..i bought it for my frens....

cant he juz reply... i alredi said fine i accept the break..so y is he being such a big pain.
eeerrrrrr..this is harder then i thought... you know wat is really pissing me off.. i was the one who asked for the break but i am taking it harder than him... i have to be strong...

hehe.. Thank u my loving angels... nisha..ain.. titi and idayu for helping me out wif the blog..
really appriciate it a lot.. thank u guys a million for all that u have done for this crazy fren of urs..
hmm love u all... muacks muacks...

yes we broke up...ya i miss him like hell..
Ya ..i just have to go through all this and be strong. God gave me so many angels to comfort me and make me strong ..I really am grateful. To my angels: Idayu, Nisha, Titi, Ain, Dineswari ( sorry if wrong spelling) and lastly my dad.. u guys gave me so much of hope and support to move on. I will not let u all down..

Right now i want to study hard wif my frens..enjoy wif them and always be a good daughter to my dad( it will be hard, i still am playful and crazy remember) ... I still feel so fucking hurt right now..!!!! but i still wish him happiness..