" I DONT WANNA BUSTARD JASVINNY" yah right!!! that's why you ask him to think again an that's why you ask him to meet you and all..

i don't know what to say.. except that u don't know him..
just because he entertains u..that does not mean he loves you.. n besides..you are not the
only girl he talks to..

today when i say the problem statement i though it was going to be easy and we wld end early today .. i was so freaking wrong.. It was hard!!! very very hard!! the Faci liked asked so many questions and wow ...we were researching for the answers while presenting.. just imagine how hard it was..

but i had a lot of fun durin gmy break.. laugh like crazy wif my classmates.. i had so much than..
and ofcoz i met dinesh today ..hehe..
well i thought it wld go well..but it did not at first..becoz of some1...
i got pissed of like hell when i saw that msg she sent.. dinesh also got angry trying to calm me down.. but most of you wld have already know we are like the weirdest couple so yah...after his shower he was nice to me already and by than I also was calmed.. I mean i knoe dinesh loves me.. but i just get irritated wif such things.. anyway after all that... we both and his sister sat down and were watching movie.. than yah..was getting late had to leave..so got a big hug from him and left..

.. my baby love me.. and i love him a lot too!!!
its not the looks or the money that made me crazy over him..
its the fact that he brightens up my day with his everyday morning msges
and his smile when look at his face..most of all the fact that he will always give me hope
when i am feeling down.. he is the best thing that ever happened...
HE COMPLETES ME!!!

did u know.. that indians when the husband turns 60.. they will have the 60th wedding.. where they will re-marry..
omg ..its a very sweet thing.. i want 1 too..hehe..

yup..so today i did not go to sch and attended the wedding...
its my cousin's mother in law's wedding.. omg its so sweet to c them like that..
and getting married...
super tiring... but i love weddings...so yah ..worth it...i love to see the smile
on the brides face..n i love to see the groom looking at the bride and telling himself she is the one..

i had a great weekend... not what we planned..but yah..still was great...
saturday I went for the Tamil new year show at yew tee CC... I went there to put make up
for the dancers... hehe so fun.... We danced ard for fun.. take pictures.... ya and thank for god
tashvitha's Bf.. he gave us a ride back home... i also had fun wif chandini and tashvitha and santhya... so funny la.. joking ard like crazy girls .. mm really gonna miss them..don't know when i'll see them again...

As for sunday!!!! the best part of my weekend
my dad made the best breakfast and lunch ..
wow..wake up early morning..breakfast is already on the table..
gd life la...
than lunch.. mutton.prawns... dhal ..wow ..so nice...
after that went to meet dinesh... we had so much of fun ...
hehe i accidently hit his nose..hehe i think that is the very first time where i hit him so hard..
sorry baby!!! hehe
well... sfter that DINESH MADE DINNER!!! HOW COOL IS THAT!!! MY BF COOKS!!
he made asam pedas...it was very nice.. after dinner..
we just leaned on each other and talked...
he made me sing a very stupid song..
n now that song is in my head...
hehe ... k going for break ..c ya

LOVE DINESH!!!! N YES!!! DINESH IS NOT MY FRIEND!!! HE IS MY BOYFRIEND!!!
I GUESS SOME ONE IS CONFUSSED ABT THAT!!

i met both of them instead.!!!
i met wif monessa than met dinesh to go watch a movie..
so look slike i got what i want...
like how i always do!!!
hehe yup.
ok ok need to do my RJ...
c ya all soon

P.S
JUST INCASE U R READING MY BLOG!!!
I DONT CARE ABT UR PICS IN FB!!!!
I DONT CARE ABT THE COMMENTS!!!
U R OUT OF MY LIFE FOR LIKE SO MANY YRS...
THATS HOW I WANT THNGS TO BE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!

well currently i am still in class ..super boring... microeconomoics..

well i got to plans after sch today ..
first plan to go watch movie wif dinesh..
he said it was a maybe only coz he has to meet his fren.. sathish ofcoz!!!! hehe

second plan
go out wif moness to causeway pt.. look for a job..
than go do threading....

where i wanna go..hmmm?? i think out wif dinesh..
actually he planned to go watch movie coz we so long nvr watch ..
so that's y ... we need out monthly watching movie back...hehe

so..... i'll let u knoe which 1 i went to when i am at home k

This is his fav pic

yea!! so happy to be back in sch ...
i woke up early and made breakfast and packed lunch for me and monessa
we were both so broke, so yah we had to pack food.
She had to go sch very early today, so i decided to pack for her too,
cannot imagine her starvig the whole day.

today i had sports facilities management today.
Omg!! its very very in debth of like an events management la..
difficult but very interesting and I like it. I love events management anyway ..
Tmr i will be having Spots law.. really looking forward for it...

Oh ya.. btw i am in E54M.. that's my class.
OHHH and i love it.. they are funny and really bubbly bunch of people..
and i must be like super lucky la.. to have jasvin and huda in the same class..
i really enjoyed my first lesson.

I promise i will work harder this yr.. I want to get a 3.5 GPA..
btw i am JASVINNY CRESSINDA...
so anything is possible when i put my mind to it...

tmr i plan to go job hunting..
plz god i beg u !!!
plz get me a retail job at causeway point..
i promise to work hard!!!
i cannot do FnB ..dinesh will kill me..
he already half hearted abt me working and studying..
don't wanna make him more angry by getting an FnB job..
love u baby.. believe me k ..when i say i know what i am doing..
(sometimes ah .. the way i blog ah .. as though dinesh will read my blog oni)

Firstly i thought i was starting sch next mon!!
ends up its this thursday...

i and monessa have a set of goals that we need to archieve...
which are
- study hard
- lose weight before the next wedding
- work hard
( the same old ones)

Well abt my last post..
i realise that ...even though dinesh and i might be the world most different couple..
we are still very much in love wif each other..

How i realised that??
well.. all thanks to monessa's dream..
hehe..
i dont know la..
he and i might fight a lot..
hardly talk..but the love nvr dies off i guess..
he still loves and cares for me a lot..
he is the sweetest...
the best
my world is him!!
hehe

I LOVE U SO MUCH DINESH

how much does a girl have to go through to be in a relationship??
how much must she sacrifice??
how much is enough???
how to know if it's worth it??

is giving up my passion to dance,getting stupid answers and feeling like shit abt the way he treats u worth it??
coz no matter how much he may be a jerk at times... he is still a wonderful guy..
really..he gives me whatever i want..but in the form of materials..when all i want is his love ...
the love we both felt!!

is 2 yrs the time where ur relationship goes through this??
how the hell married couples make it work??
coz i mean its oni 2 yrs and i got a million to complain abt
what the hell am i talking abt a life time..coz i am not sure if
i can sacrifice anything else...
i love this guy..at time he makes me feel like its worth it..
there are time where i will just wish he will get knocked down by a car
for talking to me like that
( rem i only think like that out of anger...but i really really love him and wld nvr want such a thing to happen to him)

i just feel sometimes its so unfair... when he does it..i must be understanding... but when i do it.. its wrong... thats when we fight or break up!!!

all i know is..
i love him and i still wanna spend the rest of my life wif him
but i wanna know of there is a way to end this torture..!!
god help me!!!