how much does a girl have to go through to be in a relationship??
how much must she sacrifice??
how much is enough???
how to know if it's worth it??

is giving up my passion to dance,getting stupid answers and feeling like shit abt the way he treats u worth it??
coz no matter how much he may be a jerk at times... he is still a wonderful guy..
really..he gives me whatever i want..but in the form of materials..when all i want is his love ...
the love we both felt!!

is 2 yrs the time where ur relationship goes through this??
how the hell married couples make it work??
coz i mean its oni 2 yrs and i got a million to complain abt
what the hell am i talking abt a life time..coz i am not sure if
i can sacrifice anything else...
i love this guy..at time he makes me feel like its worth it..
there are time where i will just wish he will get knocked down by a car
for talking to me like that
( rem i only think like that out of anger...but i really really love him and wld nvr want such a thing to happen to him)

i just feel sometimes its so unfair... when he does it..i must be understanding... but when i do it.. its wrong... thats when we fight or break up!!!

all i know is..
i love him and i still wanna spend the rest of my life wif him
but i wanna know of there is a way to end this torture..!!
god help me!!!