I really wanna go hone.. feel like crying being here sometimes... for god's sake..
i cant even watch a movie in my lappy wifout a ear piece... because somehow its too loud for everyone.. If it was my own home. I'd have my own room to listen and no1 wld say anything!!
I can't sleep in the afternoon coz i don't have a bed of my own!! I don't have a placce to call my own here!! sometimes I feel like I can't buy too much things because I feel that i might cluter this place!! I can't come home late...i can't do a lot of things!! I am supposed to practice a dance wif my sister!! and i don't know where in this house am i going to do it!! What if its so loud!!

I used to blast the music so loud at home and have so much of fun dancing..here I cant do any of that. I hate all this!! That's why I say late in school, coz I hate coming back ot a place that is not my home!!

I mean I have the best family..I really appriciate everything!! But I just can't call this home!! ^ more months.. Hope I last till then...

I really have to than baby!! for trying to make his home like mine for me.. I love him so much coz he is so caring and considerate towards me